Not going to regret these things that were forced on me. Courts and others have made this happen. Never my choice.
One day I will get a chance to make things right. One day I will not have this regret.
I missed so much. It is not because I do not care. I do care!
I am not crazy. I am restrained. I have to be. It is the right thing.
One day, it will be a figment of the past. Oen day I won’t have to be vague. That day is far off still.
One day, I will make things right.